#85 - What I Am Feeling Currently

09.02.2011

I want to go to a kampong,

lie down on the ground, 

look up at the blue sky and

admire the shape of the clouds…

 

I want to step into the mud,

feeling the gooeyness of it,

 knowing what it feels like to be dirty…

 

I want to dance in the rain,

then enjoy a warm bath,

and a cup of warm Milo…

 

I want to walk by the seaside,

strolling leisurely with empty mind,

and enjoy the soothing sea breeze,

gently caressing my face…

 

I want to walk by the roadside at night,

strolling leisurely,

just looking at other passer-by…

 

I want to sit in the park late evening,

watching the sun rays disappear,

observing whatever is happening around me…

 

I want to sit down and

enjoy the beauty of a starry night

together with the crescent or full moon…

 

I want to kiss my mom,

tell her I love her so much and

apologize for not being a supportive daughter…

 

I want to be as naive and insensitive as I can be…

Have the simplest mind I can have…

Yet still lead a happy and blissful life…

 

example???

 

I want to buy a a packet of triangle nasi lemak,

with half-egg and crispy anchovies,

with the fragrance of coconut milk,

wrapped in banana leaf,

and still hot by the time I have my last bite…

 

All these would only be great if I can do it. A thought is just a thought anyway.

A quote by John Ruskin goes like this:

 

What We Think, Or What We Know, Or What We Believe,

Is In The End, Of Little Consequence,

The Only Consequence Is What We Do.

Thanks to NSH for lending her eyes ytdy. Life is not easy and yet, life is not hard at all. I will regain my strength SOON…

Comment:

> 09.02.2011 (Venix)

nice…i have such feeling too…

> 10.02.2011 (turtlerocks)

who is this venix?