15 April 2015

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Tonnes of books to read. Reader's Digest Asia and Fortune magazines piling up. Received monthly but never read. Seemed that my decision to unsubscribe from Times magazine is correct.

Managed to finish this love story novel. It is a compilation of two love stories in a book. Really no gist to it, just some sexual description to arouse your inner sexual appeal. However, I finished it because I don't like to leave book unfinished once I started reading it. If only I am that eager with work related reading ya.

Wish I am more eager with work-related reading though. Nevertheless, way to go, KP. That's how my colleagues address me at work. Start to build up the motivation. Today I had another good news.

Manager finally approves my request for two weeks training in Bangkok for advanced premix course from 29june -10july. Yahoo! I never knew why training excites me so much. But it did motivates me. Probably because I liked my Cookie and Cracker Course training in the same training school back in 2011. Now I will need to think twice of leaving the company.

While chatting in the kitchen with Julie, I was asked a question. Why marry if we will be in separate location? Good question. I have asked myself repeatedly as well. And yet I can't recall how I answered myself. Later I remembered myself replying myself one of the reason is to have kids.

And now I am worried because my menstrual cycle is never this late, at least not in the past one year, I guess. Hopefully, I am normal. And the question of where will both of us settle down, whether together or separately, is another headache. Because that will decide whether I stay here in KL or when to have baby.

Because if we stay separate and I am in KL, I will have to change my job nature in order to take care of baby. Rushed into marriage without all the things upfront. I wish we were more decisive. I wish he is more decisive. I wish... I wish... I wish...

Speaking of which, we haven't really been discussing on the wedding preparation yet. What we want etc. We want totally different thing. Not how I would expect things to turn out to be...

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