18.10.2008
Wow…my sis gave birth to a pair of twins on 9th Oct. How I wish I can b in Kulim to see my new-borne nieces. But on the other hand, I was grateful that I m stil in Klang…cos i dont know how well wil i manage to cope with their midnite cries if i m in Kulim….though i dont tink it wil influence me much, cos wen I sleep, i m basically a dead log…Nth much can wake me up once I shut my eyes 
I was in Pasir Gudang for work from last Sunday (12/10) til last Friday (17/10), to learn some test method. The colleagues there are very nice n warm. I even joined them for a badminton play last Thursday..but hey! I hvnt been playing badminton since USM days..about 5mths plus…so I was quite sure that I wil suffer from whole body pain the nxt day. Suprisingly, the next morning I woke up, not much pain. But..sampai petang, very painful…cos I was waiting for the bus at Klang bus terminal with my heavy backpack n oso luggage…So I tink it’s the heavy load that cause me the misery now…til today oso painful….really old liao….I even cancelled the Mid Valley outing with my ‘dearest rum mate’. This is the worst pain I had felt ever since I started playing badminton.
Anyhow, life is stil life.After wake up, do wat ever u wanna do, then eat, then sleep…Sounds boring huh?Ther r ways u can make ur life interesting..How, u ask me?
The real answer lies within ur head..Ur mindset wil determine whether ur life is boring onot..Ur attitude….Ur virtue…
Suddenly I miss home so much, I miss my uni frens so much..I miss so many things all in a sudden. I hate myself for not being hardworking, I hate myself for not being disciplined, I hate myself for not being adamant enuf… but I oso nid to love myself so that I stil hv some confidence in myself. A human without a confidence is like a zombie without a soul…. Human….
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