Well,
I am officially based in Prai finally.Finished my training in Klang and had been in Prai for about 4 days already.How do I feel u ask me?Hmm….Need to give a deep thought in answering that.
One thing for sure is that u r alone in the lab and need to handle most things which is something that I am absolutely not good at.With the test results and the certifications coming in, I guess I can only pray and hope that my management and communication skills will work better day by day. If not I will be drowned by the mountains of tasks awaiting me. And the mill is not even operating yet.I dare not imagine how my life will be when the mill starts to operate and at the same time, the certification thingy starts to set its foot into my lab.
Can only cheer myself up to try to spur myself.After all, I still have the passion in my work.That’s what that keeps on spurring me to work until very late almost everyday.But one thing is new here.They just installed the server system so finally I can on9 at a faster speed and have my own sweet office.I did misuse the trust given to me when I log on into MSN Messenger during work but still, I seldom chat anyway.Not much time to do so, unless I felt so stressed and need to talk to someone about it, or if I don’t understand about sth n the right person to ask the question is right in the MSN chat room. Sometimes MSN Messenger is not that bad and time-consuming after all.
Here I have my own room and my own privacy.Basically no one controls me much.I am free to do what I want.But as new as I can be, I do realize that changes should not be too drastic as it can backfire u, at times, esp when u r so confident n being reckless at the same time. Not something that u wanna see it happen.There are pros and cons to that.One thing is that, when u r left alone, u must be independent. The bad side is, u tend to get laid back and maybe ur pace become slower and slower.The outcome will depend on how disciplined u can be.
HEHEHEHE…as for my case, I can see myself slacking day by day.Must find a way to cope with it, if not, must kill off this stupid and bad and self-destructing habit.My idol is the QA Manager from the central company, hence I had set a target to myself to be at least half like her within these 10 years that I hope I can still be here, provided that I get good benefit here.I don’t ask for much…As long as I get my pay, which should be reasonable with the workload I am facing, and I am able to tackle the communication skill properly, I should be able to stay here for long.Let’s hope and think that I can do it for now.What may happen in the future, no one will know.
My friends…….it’s different when u work n study.People may not be as pleasant as they can be, u get frustrated faster when things don’t turn out the way u want them to turn out, sometimes u r jz too fed up with what’s happening around u, up to the point where u think u nearly wanna scream it out…………….BUT, I said BUT….jz think of the times when u manage to smile after u had accomplished sth, the time when u can still consult ur colleagues and had some good laugh out of it.All those pains are worth it after all.U need to go through and endure more pain than u can stand and that is where u feel satisfied and confident when u had eventually brave through the storm, be it strong or weak ones.With more pains u experienced the rewards will be more rewarding.I seriously believe in that.
Conclusion, I started writing this post with a slight negative feeling and now……..I felt better with a more positive mind, when I thought of the accomplishments that I have achieved. It may be small to others but to me, it is sth that I have done with my own hands and sweats.
Conclusion………..positive thinking and goals in life will bring u further and spur u on when u feel like u don’t have anymore energy left. My friend told me that I had ‘withered’ ever since I started working and I no longer glow like previously (not that I think I have glowed before)…..and I look into the mirror.There is a truth to it.Gosh….I am already not doing any facial and only gives very minimal care to my being, wonder how the work will have a toll on me in the future if this continues.
Jz hope that I won’t be too workaholic, or else, I might really end up being an old spinster after all……..Looking older than I am supposed to look, and being a spinster for not socializing with outside community other than my work space.Not that I am thinking of finding for a bf or to be in a r/ship now…And do u realize that in most fren gatherings that u have attended, esp with those whom u rarely see, the first question that pops out from their mouth will be:
“Have u found urself a bf yet?” And my answer will be something like…..”Hehe..Not yet, unfortunately.Not my priority right now.Right now, stabilize myself at work first.”
I still believe that if it’s yours, then somehow it will still be urs.Worse comes to worse, jz be a spinster la….Haha, for sure, I won’t resort to ‘xiang qin’. That is so……..embarassing.Say what u want, I may sound conservative,but stil I would rather end up being a spinster than being forced to be introduced to someone set up by ur parent.It’s just so…..eww!Not my thing =p
Comment:
> 19.12.2008 (Kelvin)
Yeah, you’re in MSN way too often. :-p Anyways, we still got a long way ahead of us in terms of life’s journey. It should be an interesting education. Live long and prosper.
> 29.12.2008 (turtlerocks)
thanks…been quite some time i hvnt chat with u.hope tonight we will all be able to have a good chat
>18.06.2011 (nordstrom dresses)
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