Work……..
Today had a traceability exercise. Forced Prodxn to be responsible for it as they know their own process. Can’t always expect me to do all the stuff right? It’s ur forte so u mz b heading it. That is fair enough. I won’t ask u to head sth which is not ur forte. I don’t want to jeopardize the whole system as well.
I think I managed to make myself stand out even though I am a junior, sometimes up to the point where I think I am too aggressive. Gosh..it is just me, sometimes being overly-ambitious and too pushy and perfectionist. That’s because the seniors may be too complacent previously. Now that u guys force me to be a coordinator, u hv to bear with me.
Back to the traceability exercise, I keep on throwing questions to them, which is a normal thing to do as I am not from Prodxn, so of course, I can’t understand most of the thing. Then they complained that I am giving them trouble. To be frank, I don’t like to hear that. But I kept quiet. So much for getting all the info for them on how to conduct the traceability..Fine, fine, fine. I am doing this traceability exercise not jz for the sake of HACCP, but to prove if it is workable in the event of recall or non-conformance. So I memang sungguh-sungguh one.
Up to the point where I felt fed-up. I learnt a lot when handling HACCP. Because I am a fresh blood in working environment, so I am very aggressive in work. I demand others to give me a due date so that I can collect any tasks assigned from them. But here, give 10 X due date also no use. Keep on delay and delay. I hv been a nasty person if compared to last time. Can’t blame me. My working environment made me like that. If I don’t do that, I am gonna be bullied into doing tasks which is not under my wing.
I don’t want to be calculative but sometimes if u keep on doing it for them, they will expect u to do it forever. Even when it is their forte. I miss Port Klang where I don’t have handle everything on my own. But here, I learnt a lot, and I mean A LOT!!! Which makes me think that I should confine myself more to my Lab. Sometimes too kepo also not good. Helping others but in the end no one help u.
In short, the mentality is 50/50, so so only. And of course I hv to take into account that it’s a one-man show and they maybe understaffed. To me, it all goes back to ur own coordination. I mz learn to keep my mouth shut and close one eye. If not, until I die also, I am asked to do this and that.
I miss home, wanna go home n see my mom’s face and play with my niece. This Sat night gonna hv potluck with long-time-no-see friends in Lunas. Sun morning gonna go to Sg Sedim Treetop Walk with close friends. I can wait for Sat to come.
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> 27.08.2009 (jyyyin)
ur activity so siok…..ah tan the iron lady
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