20 June 2011

#69 - My Second First Times

13.11.2010
First time hiking BJ with YL and SK. First time taking an hour for the whole tour. First time being so cheerful hiking with them. First time sitting and enjoying the view in such a relaxing manner (last trip with WY was fun too). First time tried the breakfast at the famous Roti Bakar shop in Bayan Lepas.

First time being asked by friend to kill time in airport while waiting for her to finish her work (didn’t do that anyway). First time strolling so leisurely by seaside and observing every little details on the way (I have always wanted to do that and there is no way I can do that at Esplanade). First time seeing so many black roosters and hens (even saw one small hen with fluffy feathers, looked like some special breed).

First time waited for 3 hours for a friend (don’t mind the waiting part cos I knew she was not in a good condition, hence the arrangement to meet her). First time having to leave a friend in hurry for another appointment while she was crying (hate the dilemma part but I don’t like to FFK ppl when I had already made the appointment).

First time hearing the phrase “你不够朋友咯” and pretending not to hear it. First time felt so hurt after quite some time (I knew she didn’t really mean it but deep down inside, heart was bleeding. I cared for her a lot since we went through quite some thick and thin together. I can forgive but I can never forget easily, to prevent me from doing the same thing again).

I wasn’t feeling good on my way back but I knew I took myself too seriously again. I must really learn to unwind. I have my own stresses and I need to cope with it before I can handle external ones.

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