#16 - good day?

02.11.2008

Recently I wrote blog more frequently..I guess it mz b due to me starting to feel the loneliness to sink in, esp since I hvn’t went back home for quite some time now.But I will going back this 10th Nov, though I din get to c my nephew n maybe my nieces as well.At least I get to c my mom n bro..

If previously I said I missed Chee Yee, that doesn’t mean that I don’t miss other frens.I stil rmber u guys. I miss Phay San esp…we talked through the hp for about 45min the other day.I pissed her off a bit but..that’s without intention.Hope she wil understand it since I m oways a straight-forward person esp with my close fren.Then got Su Huei..but recently she very cool..mayb hp credit finished or not in the mood ba..Turtle Group..Niu, Bao, Ling..Chai Ling..Lucky at work here, I knew a new fren, Saw Yan is her name.

Wen I had anything to say, sometimes I turn to her..cos she is the nearest fren for now..It seems that God wil nv deprive u of wat u wanted or needed.U jz need to find it and realize it..It only depends on whether are u really that blind to not notice it only..hehe.

I guess that’s the same thing with my work..actually getting scolded is nth de ma.Learn from mistake n try to improve further la..y do I nid to cry in the first place?If the image is tarnished, try to mend it back..Though it won’t be an easy task, at least trying is better than nv..Hv u ever heard of a saying which goes like this?

………It takes years to build something n only a few seconds to destroy it….and years and years more to build back ur reputation…..

Well,though I may not be taking years to build a good image…but yes..it’s destroyed or tarnished a bit now..sure won’t be an easy task to mend it..We’ll see how we get past it..scratched or unscratched..I am going to walk right through it..I will prove that I can do it..

That’s a turtle promise.

Mom, I miss u so much..